finally my blog is working per normal once again!!!yayness!! so much have since happened..both good and not-so-good. first things first! my education... it sort of settled.my application for sim was approved and i have still awaiting for my reply from nus. will update more about school when i have the full details. and GUESS WAT I M DOING MATHEMATICES! something similar to C math.hahahahhaaaa. that aside. I TURNED 21!! it is the beginning of adulthood so i wanted to start the year with a blast! we went clubbing on the eve of my birthday. it was only suppose to be jan,jas, habib, carasse and myself but they were not the only people who turned up. there were sangi, navin, jan's brother and his friends. it was party party!! i had a birthday cake when the clock struck 12 midnight outside mos!! we wen in again to dance the night away. oh my!!! it feels so good to dance after such a long timeee!!!wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!! at about 2a.m the same day i receive first birthday prezzie it was a pearly chain from citigems.. it so prettyy..i heart it and i heart all the people who bought it for me. it was from jan,jas,habib and jan's family.. technically not the first one but the first one that i opened. my second prezzie was from carasse is gave me a box of prezzies; t-shirt, make-up(cuz she complains i always nvr wear enuff make-up.hahaha),face spa, and more make up.. and chain with key locket and earrings.. they are pretty too.i likeeeeeeee.. that was 23 and 24 mar..on 24 march which is the actual day i met my class girls for celebration at harbourfront. we celebrated my birthday@ the sky garden in vivo city. and i had my second birthday cake! i had chocolate filled cake it was simply yummylicioussss...yummy yummy!! then we headed to pastamania to eat and we had the 10-inch pizzzaa(hidden joke for those of u who knows wat i m talking about.hehhe) this was only the first part. my second part was to continue on the 31st mar.. after that i met the three angels (at times mostly lil devils) cara,jan and jas for dinner at newton and another surprise! the were holding my birthday present all along i didnt even realise till they gave me. it was a beach bag with my name sewn my name on it .... and it had more gifts inside the baggy.. it had the havaianas slippers(the golden one) and a belt and my birthday cake.i heart them=) the celeb did not end there, i had more surprises the following weekend. i met the zash.pok.jayne.kast at habour front. that's all i knew than i was blindfold and taken awayyyyyyyy... i had a surprise guest.. heheh it was sya the beachball... i haven met her in agessssss!!i still was blindfold.. i smell candles the place was dark. i was wondering where the heck i was!!! i was at the ONE FULLERTON FLO!!!! omg was i awedddd..i been wanting to go there and chill but never expected it to my birthday that will be my first time there...it took some time to sink into my head that i was there. hhahahahaha. i mean from harbour front to one fullerton??? then i had my 21 surprisess!!! they were chocolates.sweet messages from the six girls.zash baked me a huge cookie with my name on it.birthday sabotagesa princessy belt with a sandal buckle.pretty pretty. and of cos the dinner and hell of a fun at FLO!! MY 21ST YEAR!!!!FULL OF SURPRISES... THERE'S MORE...... sha 
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its all bullshit! i dont know what is your farking problem. the movie? my friends? what the hell when wrong. why are you putting me through this? it has only been a month. i cant see the future either. i m sorry i went for the movie i didnt plan for. if you cant deal with it there is nothing i can do. dont push your luck because it is just going to push me away. and i dun wish for things to turn ugly. sha
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it been ten days since the year 2007 has began. my life has undergone so many changes that i dun noe where to start. well it is kinda of late but HAPPY NEW YEAR to all and hope this will be a better for all of you people. this one is for you mum and dad: i really love you both and you both mean the world to me. things may not look good but after this harsh period things will fall in place one by one. i miss you both alot and i hope that everything will be the way it should be soon. this year things will be lot more different hopefully for the better. though you may not read this i feel so much better after putting it down. this one is for you carasse: we have known each as long as i remember and still counting. thanks for the moo moo cow. it was one of the best present i ever got. and i love it to bitss. u are my best friend and u always be no matter what because no one can ever replace you.=) i love you hun. things may not be fantastic for you now. i hope that you will come out strong and a better person. it is a brand new year and it would be a great time to start afresh.like i said before in life there will always be problems but it depends on the individual capability to be able to handle it well and good. i m believe you have what it takes to face all challenges that life presents to you. okay? muacks. hugs. you always be my baobei! this one is for you jan: one good thing that has happened to me in mi that i have found many beautiful friends who has been there in every step i take and you are one of them.(that goes without saying) be it happiness be sorrows you have always be there. i dun even have to mention anything and you will know whether there is something amiss. i apperciate the fact that you can read me easily and always knowing to do the right thing and say the right words. giving the world's best hugs listening to my babbles and ramblings without even complaining once.a thank you would never be enough for all you have done.=) but thank you dear. i hope your wishlist will be fufilled(i noe it will be) love love.you always be my d...........e and my lil girl!(it is only for us to know.shhhhhh) this one is for you jas: karuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!hahaha.had to do it.lols! hmmm..you have be a good friend. special in your own way, bringing smiles to people life. you have always believed in giving people a chance to prove their worth;never quick to judge people. your forgiving nature is ur curse as well as blessing. i hope that this year will be a happening year for you and be just the way you want it to be okay?love ya.muacks.you will always be my darling! this one is for you habib: over the years we have become closer and i m really glad that we did. i would not want miss having such a nice friend. i dun noe if i told you this but ya, you have really a big heart and you a not only are you great as a friend but also as a person. though you always disturb me and tease me and alll you been there to lend a listening ear. always taking care of us three girls and making sure that we are all fine and good. now that you are in NS just want to say that you are really missed and i cant wait for you to come out and have fun with us after that dreadful two or three weeks. you are strong man this two to three weeks is nothing rite.hahaha. the next two years will pass by real quick alrite!take care of yourself okay. though the next two year you cant do much due to NS we will update you and take care of anything that arises.no worries.lols. and we wun bite each other head of(promise!) i heart you.you will always be my dear friend. this for the girls of 04a2 my precious darlings: zash: zanura adlina@ su hua.the girl with all kinds of mixes who still manage to come out right.hahah. the bintan trip really bond us together and helped us understand each other better. there may be couple of things that we may noe agree upon but that doesnt stop us from being friends. i enjoy the time we have our girls day out.all of us, simply sitting down having coffee or muchies and talking(bitching if need be)lols. i hope that you will fine someone really special to be part of you and take care of you as a princess because you only deserve the best my dear girl.=) poksy: tan ah pok. it was quite funny when i heard the history of your nick.haha.but it is quite cute and suits you.haha. my best best best sitting partner. always trying to refree btw me and jayne. i m glad that you have found your very own special bestfriend.wish you loads of happiness. you are a really a nice person and anyone to have you part of their live is really lucky(so am i). i believe that you have alot of potential and never deny yourself of anything because you are special. when i dun hear you go banu banu banu i have to admit i miss it.=) lil confession of mine. thanks for my 'princess treatment'.muacksss. jayne: i always wonder why you can drive me up the wall and i can never be mad with you, how is that possible? how? you have your way of making me laugh and forgetting why i was mad in the first place. poor pok always caught between us.=) i misss you soo muchh you know and your noise and bullshit.i think i mastered the bullshitting skill from you.hahaha.simply arguing about nonsensical stuff. you an amazing person and you never fail to amuse me.of cos ur favourite line.princess must always be right and banu banu banu banu banu banu banu banu. i hope you remain the kiam pah friend of ours always. add spice to our friendship.lols. but you are really good fren i dun wish to lose.=) sya: beachball.bounce bounce bounce! you sure love 'irritating me' (hope you had fun)hahahah. you never let me forget my softball game.('thanks') though we haven really got a chance to talk since school closed i m sure all the things we shared will always be remembered. like the softball game, the bintan trip, you grumbling every morning because you have to wake up early and dayah being a morning person.i miss you girl and quick make more plans with us!! then it will always be like what it used be.i wish you all the best in finding your real happinesss and when you find it keep it close to you heart!hugsss. kast: hmmm.. the girl who loves to be pampered by all and i m the brat(irony) well you still a nice person. though i scold you when you whine alot, which is like all the time but you are still my friend and i love you. things may not be really smooth for you all the times but you are a capable person who knows are priorities well and also an independent person who dun believe in troubling others. i m really proud of you and live your the way you want and not shape them to fit others. it is because at the end of the day you only have yourself to fall back on. =) shan: well sorry that we always make fun of you. we mean no harm but still sorry okay. you are really dillgent and that will take you far in life. so i hope that this brand new year will give you more success and more! you are always smiling so continue being smily and all okay? dayah: alot of happen last year and you always been caught in the middle. i know it has been hard on you and it is good that they are all over now. i hope this year things will be better for you. take care and all the best girl. this is only for you: things will always be beautiful between us. and i never stop thinking about you. this year we have started on a new journey and i m really happy with you. some times things get really difficult and we feel like it is taking a toll on us but we never take the easy way out do we? it is far to special to give up and not to mention a pity. i heart you my dear.it is beyond words can descibe and thanks for being the special someone. and to sangee,navin,michelle,sri,viknesh and my hockey mates and mi friends thanks for being part of life and bring happiness in my life. you people are special and i cant ask for more then for you people to be part of my life journey. love you all.=) life is never easy because it is to teaches us never to take anything for granted. love, sha
-feel the vibrance Its been a long time since I last blogged in. So A's are like finally over and its time to work and party at the same time. At times I would just sit at home and stare into space precisely because there's nothing to do. The recently subscribed HBO pac is utterly useless (sometimes). I do miss the bus rides to school, entering class with a gloomy face (lack of slp I guess), annoying cami, nab, diyana, ok so almost everyone. Its a hobby of mine. But on the bright side, they end up smiling, hmm maybe not. I miss jan staring into space which just looks at though she is staring at the fatty guy sitting beside her. If only I took a picture of that. I miss the times went me and cami get bored in class esp during phy and math lessons and we end up drawing on each other's hands, and oh yes, playing bingo! I miss jan's chicopek(however u spell that) pen crawling up my skirt and ... yeah, shall not go on. So I guess in retrospect I'm missing school. How I wish life would just get better +Jas+
-feel the vibrance hmmm.. i dun noe where to start i wish for alot of things a zillion things. some small, some big rite now i only have one wish just want to be there. but i guess it will not come true shall not think about no more. *shrugs* well well.all this aside it's someone's birthday today so i hope all his wishess come true! soOOOOOOOOOOOooooo HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAUFIQ!!! -sha-
-feel the vibrance Nov though has been a stressful month it also been a month of celebrations! to kick it off... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HIDAYAH!! (5TH Nov) then came.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PRAVIN!! (9th Nov) amongst this birthdays came a weddingg Ms Watee's wedding!!! (12th Nov) CONGRATS!!! have a blissful marriage life.=) Its Birthdayss AGAIN!! lols! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SANGEEEE!!! (12th Nov) (edited) HAPPY Birthday to Aisha!!! (13th Nov) then came the time to celebrate the end of examss yesyes!!! 2oth Nov 2006!!! The long waited A levels finally ended. hahahahahaha we had to do alot of planning for our darling Jan jan jam's birthday we bought her her present then order the cake (the world's yummylicious cake-hagandaz belgium chocolate cake) invited people for the SURPRISE PARTY!!! it was so funnnnn.she loved it we loved it tooo!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANNN!!! (25TH Nov) after the party we went town to shopp and headed to esplanade to take pics we were so crazy taking pics at every possible place (even the toilet at the marriot hotel was not spared.muahahahha) was glad that jan enjoyed herself. it is only for her.hugs just yesterday it was another dear friend's birthday; HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAST!! (26TH Nov) we will be going out soonn to have great time hope that you had a great day darling. lastly to end the month of celebration is Mark's birthday advance HAPPY Birthday Mark!! (30th Nov) this is what i call having a life enjoying the weekend and not having to worry about MONDAY BLUESSS!!!! the month of DEC aint going to be any less fun more more and more celebrations *SMILESSSSS* -SHA-
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my parents arent back at yet and it is 230 a.m.!!!!!
everytime i fall asleep i feel as though someone is opening the door and i get the f***** weirdest dreams? nightmares?!!! i ald finish reading the book ald i just finished studying about 1a.m. i cant study anymore i only had 3hrs of sleep the previous night i m f**** exhausted!!!!! the world is sleeping and here i m bl0ggging argghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh my stomach hurts like a bitch soon my head is going to bursttttttttttttttttttttt!!!!!! come home soooonnnn plsssss i m really tiredd and i need my SLEEEPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!! i have a long day tomorrow. sigh. *yawn* -sha-
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